i have very few close girl friends, and most of the ones i am close with, i wouldn’t consider them nearly as close as i’d like for them to be. it’s like i don’t even know how to talk to girls, it’s weird..
I’m an emotional person—I feel things, and I need to be able to get upset and to talk about how I’m feeling. I mean, that’s just.. that’s who I am, and I can’t change it. I don’t want to.
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| — | Felicity |
i’m not sad anymore. but i still can’t help but analyze and think extremely negatively about everything. i know that i’m doing it, and i know that the majority of what i think isn’t true, or probable, or what anyone meant by what they said or did. but that doesn’t stop me from doing it or change anything. it’s so frustrating because i know that my thoughts are wrong, but i still have to talk about them and be reassured that they are in fact wrong to feel better about any situation. i really worry about pushing people in my life away again. because who would want to stick around to constantly be accused of extremely insignificant and stupid things, and not trusted.
